Pressure.

The pressure to write in this journal is starting to get to me. My mind is so scattered, I have no idea where to start. Tonight, at 3:30am is definitely not when or how I am going to start putting those thoughts into words. I'm just glad I finally got it started so I can when I am ready. Maybe tomorrow night, when all is calm and settled.. and I am sober. I do have so much to say.